yet another twist to the nightmare i've been having.
will it be a dream come turn eventually?

didn go to school today. :(
had fever 37.9deg in the morning.
and a really bad headache.
its spining around terribly. :(

heard tht my class won the drama fest todae.
-thumbs up
cause its another last minute work i guess.
the whole class wasnt really involved in it unlike last year tho.

spent my whole day sleeping.
ate porridge for all the meals.
so bland and disgusted with it now.
hoping to go to school tmrr.
might not be possible tho.
must see how it goes first.

its bored getting stuck at home. :

had elections rally today.
totally maluated myself with the wind.
oh wells, its all for chai.
so its still worth it. :))

had some moe survey for badminton today.
kinda stupid.
tested on strokes, fitness, coordination, blah..
reallyfun tho.
no training except for a lil physical.
and i can run!! -beams
died for the 10 min jog on sat. :(

wishing on the falling star,
wondering where you are.

talked to yannyee in the wee hours till 3am.
like whoa.
talked bout many sensible stuffs.
felt really good after tht.
broadened my thoughts. :))


woke up at 2pm. not late at all.
didn go to chai's hse in the end.
watched the messenger: the joan of arc.
pretty cool. :))


went to the robinson warehouse at expo to shop.
had a really late dinner.
back home now.
counting back, i've only been awake for 10hrs.
-hides face.

today's training was horrendous.
the physical suck like hell!!
and pple can just give some crap reaons and not come for training.


headed str to chai's hse to help her.
watched van wilder, moulin rouge and coyote ugly.
-thumbs up
going back tmrr for more movie treats. :))


its been a week since it all happened. :((

had training today!! :))
played games. partnered winnie. :)
my mei's a happy lil girl too now. happy for her.
played captain's ball and soccer with coach.
its just as fun as ever.
training makes me forget all my troubles for the time being.
miracles do happen when i hold the racket.


shall forget bout my results for the time being.
`cause its really terrible.
L1R5 is like 26. wth.
the only `b i got was for elit and `a for chinese.
-faints immediately. :(

its a monday. a monday tht i dread. eeks.
have this premonition tht something would happen.
mebbe it has already happened.
just tht i hve heard about it thts all.
no one bothers to update me bout it anw.


was so scared of going home today.
scared tht i'll see someone.
would be utterly speechless if i see tht person.
dno how to face it. :/
the situation would be awkward.
oh wells. luckily none of tht came true.


papers were returned todae.
i would rather not get back my results.
the consequences are terrible.
so wht if i passed all the freaking subjects.
my mom is still scolding me for not doing well in subjects i'm supposed to score.
so wht if all my subs get below 60?
its not as if i've nvr tried.
its not tht i like my results.
but i just have to accept it as it is wht!!

feeling much better now.
thanks to wendy and mortal. :)
oh wells.
my tears have dried up.
but the vivid memories are still in my head.
haiis.
wanting to say it out.
but i knoe i cant this time.
siigh.


packed my room today.
spent three hours in the pile of dust.
its all cleaned up now
room's so neat.
stuck doing maths hw now.
maths hw le!!
somemore exams just ended.


my mei's really ute.
cant stop smiling at her.
she really makes me smile.
:))

dno wht has gotten into me todae.
something happened.
and.. -haiis
i cried like a few times today.
its not the usual me.
i just dno.
i dno wht am i to do next.
i'm scared. :/

yippee!!
exams are like finally over.
gosh. how i hope the carefree days would return.
need to tan asap. :)
i have pple staying over at my hse todae!!
and my bro has friends staying over too!!
its like so cramp and weird.
oh fwahs.
wht to do??
hahas.


oh wells, went out with yupei, yun, trish, erica, and pam todae
poor bestie cunt make it cause of her f&n tmrr
must wish her all the best yea.
watched italian job.
its cool and funky. :)
recommended.
laughed like mad.
thou i heard only a few laughters.

just three more papers!!
-SCREAMS!
tht i'll be so free.
oh wells,
all is not over yet.
screwedd my elit paper too.


oh wells.
i shant think bout it anymore
it wunt do me any good.
went out to study today agn.
probably the last time i'll do it this year
exams ending - trgs starting.
dno if i'm ready for it.
-phews

wanting to roll my eyes and shout whtever to someone now.
but realised the person wunt be able to see it.
too bad.
got a very bad opinion of her recently
also dno why
too influenced by wht ppl say?
haiis


eoys suck!
shouldn be by the comp now.
oh wells, temptation.
my amaths and physics were okae.
my chemistry is about to die
and i'm thinking of how to pass elit tmrr.


// my head is spinning around

my mom's comp is super laggy.
dont like it. :(
realised tht her functions on her comp is just like my old comp.
she stole my comp!!


oh wells, theres nothing much to blog bout anw.
shall leave now.
oh oh!! got a joke to tell.


tht day, my mom called home.
younger bro didn answer.
so she decided to call my older bro.
then 30 mins later, my older bro called back.
mom picked up.
and she asked her colleagues, "anyone used line 4 to call for alex?"
no one answered her.
so she told alex, "sorry. no one called for you."


wahahas. my bro's called alex in australia.
mom's so toot.
then she didn want to embarrass herself in front of her colleagues.

stayed up late today.
haiis. :((
having tuition everyday of the week.
-frowns :((
prays hard i can survive till after the eoys.


anw, wendy gave me cookies today!! :))
or should it be yesterday?
-yummy :))
thanks alot dearr.
i'm like leaving you this msg tho i'm msging you now?
supposed to be studying for chinese ting xie. :|


time check: 1.05 am
-yawns
gonna drink redbull tmrr.
its like a must.
and i'm collecting my red specs tmrr!!
whee. so exciting.


anws, gna conk out soon.
bleahx.
nitex world`